It did make sense. I really understand what she wanted to tell me. Moreover, study at SIM full time will only need 1.5yrs for us and the fee that we have to pay is even less than what we going to pay in govt Uni. After listening to her, I really felt that pple from poly and pple who go thru JC are totally different man, even adults, parents or anyone. Pple just dun understand what we are thinking and keep thinking that we dunno how to "think". How can a human who live 1/4 of their life not knowing what they are doing?
Some pple just keep saying that I dun listen to pple comment or opinion and just do everything the way I want. But I felt the other way, why dun they listen to mine instead? Have I even given a chance to be listened to? Or did they even have the heart to really listen to what I want? Sometimes, we get a little bit lost in life yet nobody bother to pull us back and when we have decided to do what we think is right, pple start to meddle and confuse you. They want us to understand them, but do they even put themselves into our shoes?
Pple do get into the wrong route sometimes but how do you know that you are in the correct path unless you have taken the wrong route before. Just like driving, my instructor often told me, guidelines are just guidelines, the most important in driving is ur feeling. That applies in life as well. We dun have to follow guidelines, go to JC then study Uni and get a job which raise ur pay every year then work till you die.
I am at my peak period now, if I dun do what I have interest and passion in, when will I do it? When I retired? You are not me, and you dun even bother to understand me, how can you ever understand what I am thinking. If I do it now and failed, bloody hell, I still have the time to pick myself up and not wait till I am stuck in my life doing something that pple think is good for me and it is too late to do what I really want. Then what? Die with regrets?
What you dun agree, doesn't mean is wrong. I know the road ahead is hard. But why do human still continue to live their life when they know that they are going to die one day?
Hmmmm... Whatever la...
I also met Junwei, Joy and Weijing at SIM.
I think meeting them is quite weird. It is not like I get to see them everyday (we only met in special occasion) but yet when they saw me and came chatting with me, they seem to treat me like they see me everyday. Haiyo! I dunno how to explain this feeling. But whenever I dun feel like meeting pple, I will get to meet all sort of pple. Heaven loves to make fun of me.
When I was there waiting, I was telling myself that I hope I dun get the receptionist at counter 5 (bcoz I find him look weird) but in the end, so many counters, I got myself counter 5. Isn't heaven making fun of me? Its always the case la.
Its a motivation!
