Thursday, February 08, 2007

I woke up with swollen eyes bcoz of yesterday night crying. I broke down and cried bcoz of what the bastard said. It was horrible, I nv know he will say all that. After all, the report had handed up, perhaps you should give me the support and not trying to find fault with it. I think I should stop being a perfectionist, it making me feel so inferior most of the time.

I did not deliberately stop talking to him, its just really turn me off. Now I know the meaning of disgusted by certain pple's behaviour. Its so injustice sometime.
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Yesterday was a nice day, shopping with the girls all the way from chinatown to bugis. Was really tired and that's why I din really shop there and the things there are cheap. YT said she saw me at bugis, haa, I think she really loves going there coz whenever I asked her where is she going, she either go home or bugis.

We caught a movie at bugis and the theatre like damn old and seriously lack of movie. There was only three movies available, how sad! And the movie we wanted wasn't available. Ended up watching what we thought was nice, Adrift.

Set on the coast of Mexico, six long-time friends go on a cruise in a luxury yacht. Things go wrong when everybody jumps into the water, leaving only a baby on board, only to realise that they forgot to let down the ladder and there's no way to climb back onto the boat.

It is a stupid show, I tot it is going to be exciting and scary but no. It was quite draggy and stupid bcoz they could have got up the yacht long ago but they have to fight and all that and pple die before they decided to use that way. It is a bit stupid for normal human.

SJ was saying maybe that sea is cursed and that's why they couldn't think of that way to go up. Ya mannn that curse is to make pple stupid out of a sudden. Haa... Anw the ending is a little bit too confuse and you dunno if the guy died in the end. Arghh quite what lor. Perhaps now if you ever fallen into the sea and couldn't climb up, you will know what to do after you watch Adrift. That's the only benefit of watching the show

Super low-budget show, when one of the girls screamed and tot there is a shark, the guy went down the water to see and came up telling them to try kicking so that it will scare them away. But hell lor, they dun even show us what the guy saw. Like damn low budget can. The guy got stabbed and bleeding like hell, no sharks came. All along, just that 6 unknown actors and actresses drifting around the yacht, quarrelling with each other and trying to climb up the yacht.

I will nv go out to the sea. I am afraid!
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I went for blood donation today. Haha... No its not pain at all!



I was really freak out by the thick needle that is going to insert into my arms, but they inject anaesthetic to that part of ur arms which is like normal injection and you feel numb before they insert the thick needle. Absolutely no feeling at all, then just sit there for 15mins and its done.

Ya normal injection hurts but better than inserting the thick needle directly right.


Tadah... Full package of my blood, hey at least I have a look at how my blood looks like. Teehee!


They got nice bandage, I asked the nurse for the pink one and she is very nice and gentle. But will feel a bit of dizziness after that, they provide pills to help in generating more blood in ur body.
I am still feeling a bit dizzy here but at least helping pple make you a happy person!

Dun ask me why I have the urge to do blood donation all of a sudden. I had been wanting to donate blood all along since sec school. I remembered that when I was still having my braces on, I need to pass thru the blood donation building to go to the National Dental Centre. Since then I always wanted to donate my blood but was underage.

When I was hospitalised bcoz of dengue fever, the girl who is beside my bed got leukemia, it was a blood cancer and she needs to transfer blood in order to stay alive. She cried every night, its such a heart breaking scene. I was more inspired to donate but bcoz of dengue fever I need to rest like a year. But today I was waiting for Jess and happened to pass by the blood donation signage outside the library, I decide to give it a try.

When I reached there, I am still afraid of the pain. But man, its about saving life, why not? Its just a little bit of pain. I had registered the bone marrow as well, so if my bone marrow can save a person life, I will be called up. I think to be able to be alive, its such a wonderful thing.