The Wonders of the Wanderluster

I think I really like the way he talks on the phone. Aww... If only dating is lidat.
I started to kinda like him, you know, there is always a slient between my question and his answer. At least this shows he is really thinking before he answers me.

Whenever, I annoyed him or he annoyed me, he will still call me at the end of the day. I dunno how to say, perhaps just trying to assure me or himself. I lost count of how many times I had showed him negative sign bcoz I am scared that he got the wrong idea. But today I suddenly feels I kinda like him, especially after watching that show.

It just triggered my memory on the first time I met him, such a prince charming but somehow I dun have the feeling for him. It took me 3yrs plus to finally start liking him all over again, I mean 3yrs plus ago I am impressed by how he looks and love his look.

But the idea of starting everything all over again just put me off. I mean have to start the process of toking to each other for hundred of hours a day till late at night on the phone, msg each other every min of our life, going out together for outing, watching romantic love movie, remembering anniversary date, remembering the venue of our first kiss, tolerate his shortcoming, grew tired of him, starting to quarrel over small little thing and break up, patch up hundred of times a day.

Simply put me off.
How nice if relationship could start without all these.

Ok now I feel I dun really like him.
I am not going to ans his call that often! teehee...

Oh man... I feel I am really lazy, lazy even to go out on a date!
How good if heaven could just drop a guy for me?